Tired of work at the moment, completely demotivated after a discussion with my boss last week where it was clear that the promotion we discussed in December and which then seemed to be due in the first half of this year, might come at the end of the year - and not sure, all depending on criteria, finance etc... Which on itself wasn't really motivating, but worse was the feeling I got from my boss off a certain distance and coldness and not one single motivating word, as per example that he appreciates my work. Nope, nothing, nada, riente, ingenting.
So not very motivated, and of course, as always when the lack of motivation sets in I dream about travelling. About travelling the world as planned, although the lack of raise linked with the postponed or cancelled promotion will make saving money a little bit more difficult adding a month or two of obliged work. And in the meantime, about travelling around here. Just looked for train tickets for a weekend in Paris with my love. Could be fun! Only 3h away and total cost both ways of only 40 EUR. And Paris is so lovely!! Would be great to walk around and enjoying nice restaurants etc with N :)
So, travel dreams or demotivation - the first one sounded just a bit more optimistic and hence was allowed to become the title of this entry. Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming...
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